Tuesday, July 29, 2008

*yawn*

i slept terribly last night and am completely worn out today. it's been a busy day at work and looks like it will continue to be busy till this afternoon. so no at work blogging today. i'll try and blog later, i had a great day at therapy yesterday and we talked about interesting stuff. my sister emailed me this quote from some movie/book about dancing and i thought it was spectacular. so enjoy! love you all! hugs

"I knew I was fully awake, and I knew that something of my other place woke up with me. Never before in my life had I felt myself so completely. My self. A mixed-up jumble of feelings, thoughts, wishes, hopes, goals...a hodgepodge of happiness and sadness and anger and despair... of jealousy and wisdom, ignorance and knowledge. It was packaged inside a body I used to take for granted, a body that had run and danced effortlessly. It was directed by a mind that had found it easy to be witty and funny, or serious and deep. it belonged to a person that woke up each day and did it-- the day, that is--without ever having to examine what exactly she was doing. My self had simply been. I didn't know why. I had never asked. And I didn't know who she was, not really. Now thoughts I'd not bothered to reach for presented themselves and feelings I had been afraid to look at stood up and paraded. Never before had I been able to see me in such a revealing way. I felt the same fascination that people drawn to a bloody car accident do. It was terrifying, and completely inescapable" ~D.W.Hurwin

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