ok kids

so i volunteer with the high school youth group at my church. and we go on 2 retreats a year and this coming weekend we are going on the sex retreat. sigh. we take the kids out, talk about relationships and commitment and rah rah rah it's great. so part of the weekend is some adults talking about themselves and their sexual experience. so the post below this one is what i've written. i need to expand it, and i've gotten some comments from some fantastic friends :O) but i totally need more!!! tell me what you like, what you don't like, where you think i need to expand, that sort of thing.

i also for the record want to say that i already want to throw up and i'm not even speaking until a week from today. sigh.

i really wanted to say no, but i talked myself into doing it. a;foim;awiofmaiea inability to say no!

thanks dudes!